So I started knitting to keep my mind fresh...what do you think?

 I make a few more but I don't have pics of them yet. rigth now I'm working on a condom cozie...lol

Currently Watching Cirque du Soleil - La Nouba see related

I got the new Cirque DVD La Nouba!

It's FAB. I talked Nick into getting me the "Fire Within" that was on Bravo, the behind teh scenes of "Varikie". WHOOT WHOOT!

Talk about new flexi-insperation!

i do it for the joy it brings
because i'm a joyful girl
because the world owes me nothing
and we owe each other the world
i do it because it's the least i can do
i do it because i learned it from you
and i do it just because i want to
because i want to

everything i do is judged
and they mostly get it wrong
but oh well
'cuz the bathroom mirror has not budged
and the woman who lives there can tell
the truth from the stuff that they say
and she looks me in the eye
and says would you prefer the easy way
no, well o.k. then
don't cry

i do it for the joy it brings
because i'm a joyful girl
because the world owes me nothing
and we owe each other the world
i do it because it's the least i can do
i do it because i learned it from you
and i do it just because i want to
because i want to

I really don't mind being worked like slave labor but I hate it when people look at me like I'm domb and don't know what I'm talking about. My boss does that ALL tie time. I jsut want to scream:

"I'm 20 I'm have had 2 years of college, I had to live in an unstable househoud for 18 years, I myself AM unstable , I play ten instuments and work ahard at everything I do, so FUCK OFF!"

But I don't instead I sit there and take it.

I had to change some lights today and she was like gettign on my casue I was standing on a shaky step ladder with two phone books on it casue I'm short. She was like that's not safe do this...And jumps on to the table next to me. I was like you way 50lb there is noway taht table will hold me. And she looked at me again with that I'm dumb look".

Then she jumps off and says: your right you beter not I wa a cheerleader in Highschol so I have great balance and you * gives me a once over* look like you don;t so I wouldnt get up there if I were you.

OMFG. I wanted to bitch slap her! First I do joga pilaties AND I take gymnastic classes. Don't tell me I can't balance!

...GRRR...

I'll be back later I need to releave some stress...

*Grabs a sniper and heads for the watertower*

I got my apartment. Now I just have to unpack all my shit. *sigh*

Quick layout:

It is on the second floor of a walk up.

It has 7 closets.

Two bedrooms but we turned the back one into the family room and made my twin size bed into a day bed. We are putting a tv back there, so we can play video games, along with the puter and out 2 Iguana.

Then there is a kitchen and a dinning room.

The smaller bedroom wich we sleep in.

And the huge L shaped bathroom.

Last is the living room.

So the layout is this:

You walk into the apatment and the living room is on the left and the dinning room on teh right with 3 clostes. Walk thru the dinning room to get to the kitchen.

Then right in front of the front door is the hallway. Walk down that you will come to a closet on your left then our bedroom . then on teh right is the bathroom. at the end is the family room and in there we have a huge walk in closet as well as a closet for towels and stuff for teh bathroom, since there we 2 doors to the bathroom. one in the hallway and the other in the family room. As I said its a huge bahroom. LOL

We are doing teh bathroom in a MOD theme. Our bedroom is a "kids" theme, we have stuffed aniamls and carttons everywere. He oves Sponge Bob and I have Betty Boop. Then the living room is a orient theme. Alot of reds and stuff. And the family room is jus a nice room to relax in. We have incens in all teh rooms. Scar and Binkie roam free througout the apartment * the iguanas* It's a cue little place that I can call home